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I hear your name and I start thinking about you and how you impacted my life....
Because of you I am ashmed of my life...
because it is empty...
because of you I am afraid to love...
because of you, I am afraid to let go...
Because of you, I can't let you out of my head...
Because without you, I feel empty...
I have to let it go....to welcome someone new...
But I am afraid...
To love...
Again...
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| I miss certain aspects of my previous life. |
[31 Aug 2005|07:00am] |
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I miss David
I miss Sebastian
I miss high school cheerleading
I miss my long 2 year relationship with dave.
I miss chilling with kristine
I miss fighting w/ dana (haha)
I miss going to prom with jason!
I miss ice skating
I miss working at eye institute
I miss the easy years where i didnt have to pay a cent...
I miss not having bills
I miss alot of things....
I love laughing
I love skating
I love(d) david
i love my sister
I love my family
I acutally love bcc so far
I love working
I love makin new friends
I love talkin to random people at bcc
I love baking brownies
comment!! <3
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| alot happened |
[13 Jul 2005|11:48pm] |
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Okay guys- ive been sick for over two weeks of a "unknown" illness. i have taken way to many blood tests and i cant even think how much i took. so it came to be that i have a very bad liver and that i need more tests to see whats going on and my white blood cells are very low so more tests are coming to find out why that is...my parents withdrew me from unf bc no one really was of help for me in unf and i needed real people to help and the dorms were getting me sick i think. the mold and etc, so im going back to the south, and going to bcc prob for little bit then fau when i can get in by the certain dates. so i think this will be better for me and maybe next year when dana is able to get to college we can get an apartment and share it and go to fau together. that would be key i think.
anyways comment if ya want.
laura-
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[04 Jul 2005|06:48pm] |
Happy fourth of july guys~!
be safe
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[18 Jun 2005|02:51pm] |
Hey guys =) I am not on here much anymore. basically myspace is taking up my time..
join me if you are not already a part of the myspace group =)
www.myspace.com/xclusivelovex
enjoy and sign up all =)
laura-
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| Jasons Prom |
[22 May 2005|09:40pm] |
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Hey guys! Havent updated in MAD long! Well i went to jasons prom. REALLY fuN! Danced alot, and there was alot of food.Right now im playing checkers online with jason haha but here are some picstures of last night's prom!
( Click for Prom Pictures~ )
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[02 May 2005|06:15pm] |
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chipindales pictures!!
This is Meredith on stage....
one of the guys- teasing us girls on stage........
Them dancing.........
The italian one that gave me a lap dance hahha---i was laughin the whole time-- couldnt take it serious...llol
All of us!!
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| chippendales |
[12 Apr 2005|12:21am] |
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Yes, so i went to chipindales..........soooo much fun. VIP section and everything for FREE. One of my best friends is part of KISS 97.9 and she got the tickets for me, and so we went and it was awseome....here is one guy who took a dollar outta my chest and licked around it hehe.....and gave me a hard xxx core lap dance hehe.......
Yes i know you are jealous.....pics of all of us girls having fun is coming soon, and there is a pic of him giving me a lap dance hehe.....thats later on tho =) I know you cant wait!
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[09 Apr 2005|01:23pm] |
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Ok so that last entry says I was with brad, No uh huh... that def. did not last long at all. Well, I met a man on campus, hes 24 and a real looker. =] He caught my eye, and we started talking. Went to the club with my girl meredith for skip's bday! SOOO much fun, never had so much fun before like this!! Anyways, Jay (the guy from campus) was there and we danced little bit. Hes a great dancer. So we started talking after the club and got to know each other better, then he called me when I was at my dorm. So were kind of seeing each other now, but nothing REALLY serious, since I recently got out of Davids relationship. So were taking it slow, also because hes an actor and he goes to orlando for his shoot- hes in a sopa opera, forgot what it was called, he told me twice too lol. Anyways, heres a pic of him..
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Ok well, enought with Jason =) I dropped from Delta gamma, bc it was costing too much money and I didnt have any time for it, sucks I know, but at least I reliezed it now before it was really into it bc then id be more upset. Well, ill be trying out for cheerleading I think on the 23rd and I am planning on taking some hard courses for fall...wish me luck =) lol... commment =)
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[16 Mar 2005|09:57am] |
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I never thought that Id enjoy someones company again since david, as much as I did last night. He was amazing, such a gentleman- kind and smart. His eyes are pure green, and You can stare at them forever. I had a good time- he took me out to dinner (Carabasas) and I wanted to at least pay for the tip- but he wouldnt let me. I thought I had a meeting for my sorortity, but it got canceled, so we ended up going back to his apartment and watching Anchorman and white castle. Very funny movies and I recommend Anchorman if anyone has not watched it! (I love lamp!) lol.......
Anyways, his name is Brad and hes a golfer for UNF. Very cute I might add. I dont know why Im so giddie...Havent felt like this since I was 16 lol....
On a lighter note, coming home on friday and I got a hair cut. Hope everyones spring break is going well and be safe! Love you all!
::Smiles::
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[06 Mar 2005|05:45pm] |
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Hey- dana told me to update- so im updating. Its 5;45 on a sunday....hmm...getting ready for chapter....my meeting for delta gamma. Um..nothing really is exciting, im working ALOT and trying to get my 596$ for delta gamma...which im saving ALL by my self! So far i saved up 400, so all i have to owe is 196- im very proud that ive been making money for a cause- and not for just....uh..shopping or whatnot. But i do still have fun with left over money - i got aryelics on my nails, um...been tanning, getting belly bars, um...and stuff like that...=)
well, other then that, lee is ok. nothing is really gonna go further then just OK. we arent really "meant" to be for each other, hes just a good freind that happens to kiss me here and there. =) Ok, well off to meet ashley for chapter =) love you all
Laura~
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[24 Feb 2005|01:30am] |
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1) What is the first thing you think of when you think of me?
2) What is the best thing about my personality?
3) Do you find me attractive?
4) What is my best physical feature?
5) What is my favorite band/musical group?
6) Do I love you?
7) Which of my friends is your favorite?
8) How do you know me?
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| New episode |
[15 Feb 2005|06:40pm] |
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Hey there- Things are lookin down. Me and david broke up after almost 16 months. It was my idea, but it was basically mutual. He understood a little too well in a way. He understood that we were both extremly busy people now. We became people-- we didn't think was going to occur. But we are still on a talking level, which is great. We will in the future possibly get back together, but right now we have to take our time apart and find out who we really are. High school relationships are great, but its hard to take them to the next level- and I tried and succeeded for awhile, but things like this have to happen to no if you guys are meant for each other in the long run. It was the hardest thing to do, was to leave him...but its something I hade to do...
New episode to my life starts today. Off with the sorority girls and then to chapter (meeting). Had a great valentines day- and weekend. Things are looking clear for me...hopefully.
I will always love you david- and you are my best friend also.
Dana- i heared about your problems and would like to talk it over with you....call my cellular. you no the number.
Bye for now....
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| Leaning tower of Piza |
[07 Feb 2005|11:43am] |
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heres more pics of me! I like to play around with the camera~
Oh and danaa....no boobs showing...whatcha think?>
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[03 Feb 2005|10:08pm] |
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Hey there kids! Havent updated in awhile. I join a sorority. DELTA GAMMA
and heres a recent pic of me..i redied my hair darker--there was some TWO grey hairs...how horrible is THAT!??! grossssssss i dont want to get old.............
oh and i had a job at roadhouse...quit in two days..and now i work at josephs..so much better =)
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--Yea so Live Journal was down for awhile- At least for me--
That made me depressed- not really. lol. Now im into Facebook- ANy of you guys heard of it?
Nothing really else is happening- davids here...we hardly have anything to eat here- so that sucks. I need to go shopping. Well I got the thing that i wanted done..........its healing now.
=) gonna leave now- ttyl!
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